♥ Wednesday, December 29, 2010

我全都相信，就算你騙我
我也傻傻的相信
因為我愛你
因為不願離去

♥ Friday, November 12, 2010

僅存的一點點驕傲 華麗的外表終於丟掉
很徬徨很孤單 是寂寞或悲慘
一個人 該怎麼辦

像是刺蝟般防範 偽裝得勇敢
不輕易讓你 看穿
我以為可以很坦然 面對分開時不覺得傷感
然而將燈關上 一片無聲黑暗
心痛得大聲呼喊

我想我沒那麼堅強
渴望著愛情的好 渴望被擁抱 卻都害怕愛讓人受傷
承認我沒那麼堅強 不過是一而再的逞強
小心將情緒收藏 比傻瓜還傻
刺蝟的堅強 全都是假象…





妄想能改變一個人是最大的不幸

♥ Thursday, October 14, 2010

When home is the last place you want to be at, how pathetic can your life be?
When you got no one to turn to, how do you handle everything?

I can't be strong anymore.

♥ Thursday, September 30, 2010

Who doesn't yearn for marriage?
Everyone gone through this phrase in life
Always searching/ waiting for the right one to enter your life & you can give your love & life wholeheartedly, with no regrets.
But we only got one chance to make this decision, a lifetime decison & to make it perfect
Never settle down 'cause you feel that you have to, under pressure & etc..
At least for me, i will never settle down because of these reasons.
Marriage, i will always respect, cherish & maintain it with all i can
It's a commitment for life & i must be sure that i can do it before the day i say: "i do" to that special one
Special one, you don' have to be handsome etc.. because feelings matter more than anything else to me
It's the way you look at me, the way you love me just the way i am, the way you always tell me not to worry for you are here with me etc..
It's the special bond we share & we don't have to always voice it out & we still feel close as ever
Because we understand each other & know what we actually need & feel
You don't have to buy me branded on any special dates 'cause all i wish for is your presence
I wouldn't mind if it is only just a hand written card because to me it is even more significant than anything else that money can buy
I will feel so special whenever i am around you for you make me so special!
Wherever we might be, it doesn't matter as long as you are the one i long for
I always wanted to get married at 18 but i'm already 21 now & i didn't know i am actually afraid of marriage
As friends around me is all married, some even become mother of 2, actually i should be happy that i am nearing the age for marriage but why?
Why am i not even excited & looking forward to it? i've got no idea myself
Is it me or is it you?

i don't feel special around you.
i'm afraid to give my heart completely.
i can't trust anymore.
tell me, where is this love leading to? :(

♥ Monday, September 27, 2010

♥ Friday, September 24, 2010

渴望被了解。


在人與人擦身的過程，都渴望碰見一個最懂自己的人。懂你的眼淚，懂你的微笑，懂你的皺­眉，還有懂你那最心底的感受。那種，渴望被了解，不須要再多做解釋，別人就能夠理解自­己最深處的聲音，有時候，渴望被了解並不是一種認輸。當我們的心擦傷了之後，第一個想­要看見的，就是你認為，那個 最懂你 的人。就算只是聽聽他的聲音，或者，讓他聽聽你心裡的聲音，那也就足夠了。雖然他的責­備有時候很嚴格，但是，他的提醒卻又那麼樣的溫和，你卻會知道，就只有他『最懂我』。

♥ Friday, August 27, 2010

You got a brain but why aren't you using it?
Seriously,how can a family of 5 with tons of stuffs stay in a 3 rooms flat with 4 fully grown adults?
A four rooms flat can barely hold us, how can live we in a even smaller flat?
Are you insane or something? you might be blur but you're not stupid
3 rooms flat got only 2 room, tell me, where is my privacy then?
Don't tell me stuffs like we are not paying for anything thus we got no choice.
What??? i can't believe this came out from your mouth or maybe someone inflict this thinking into you.
Where does this selfish side of you came from? daddy always think for others & i appreciate him & those things he had done for me.
I'm not pin pointing at anybody just feel that this plan is not going to work at all.
I work hard for my queen size bed, my own vaio laptop & so many things which i proudly say they're mine.
& now what? you're asking me to give away my bed and sleep in a single bed, telling me i only get half a room which i got to share with sis, yea from this i know.. i'm losing everything i bought for myself.
worst of all, you told me partition right? you told me i will have a door right? but i heard from maid that you're only gonna put on a curtain to act as a "wall"?
So you feel that your daughters don't even deserve any privacy and respect that you can take us with a pinch of salt just because to you, we are not paying for anything?
Oh yeah, i should have known better, you're still a human.
Money matters most not us. :)
I'm thankful cause i didn't inherit this thinking from you.
Thanks for all these & although i don't treat you that bad, it doesn't mean you stand a place in my heart.
Great people stay & i will always remember.